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Still got hope

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Nine hundred kilometers we've never reached. I never had the possibility de truly see your smile. Never had the chance to hold you in my arms. Never touched you hair, your hands, never saw your eyes and the shine inside them. Nine hundred kilometers of loneliness and coldness. A distance that none of us have been able to reach yet. It has been three years now. We never saw each other.

But there is always an hope.

We met three years ago, in a random conversation with French Internet friends (and some Belgium friends too, maybe. I don't remember very well). Before I met this person, I judged her by kind of jealousy. Most of my friends like her, apparently she was one of their best friends, and it's make me feel a little sad because I didn't like to be in the forefront. And then, the last day of 2010, someone invite her in a MSN conversation. That was the first time I spoke to her, and even the first time I saw "a mark of her". Our friends begin a son parody to spend time before midnight, and when most of the people should go to eat, she and I continue the parody, because we used to have a lot of fun together. That day, I knew I was wrong all the time about her, that she is a fantastic girl, funny, smart, and kind.

Let's call her Gussette, which is the nickname I gave to her.

After that day, Gussette and I began to speak more often, sometimes several days in a row. We found that we have precisely two years, five months and six day appart. She was born in January and my birthday is in August. We also found that we were the same, we like the same things (except about our food preferences), and that we think the same way about everything, life, people, work, hobbies... I guess I was quite stupid by the time, but I felt in love with her, but it wasn't the same about her. She only saw my like a friend, a good friend.

But there is where magical things happened. Instead of being mad because of the "friendzoning", I simply accepted that and continue to speak with her normaly, like I always was. By the time, I stopped being in love with her, and somehow, a fraternal relationship began between us. Because of my ex-love, she realised that I was important for her, and she didn't want to lose me. Step by step, we forged a strong and truly friendship.

The only thing is that she's from the West side of the France, and I'm from the East side, and we are so young, we couldn't travel by our own yet. And like many, many adults today, our parents don't want use to go seeing each other. This is the only barrier that we must cross. So, after that, Gussette and I we'll finaly meet.

There is always an hope. Today is the twelfth of February 2014. We keep trusting that, one day, we will together, smiling and happy, because we are meant to meet.
12/02/2014 - I'm still hoping that we'll met one day.
© 2014 - 2024 Robinthe153
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thefantome's avatar
Atta, atta, atta. Je m'y perds avec toutes ces Gussettes @~@ What? Who is who? (Pas le Docteur)
Texte sympathique ma foi, bon courage!